nothin left to do but move on

and life wanders on and sometimes you forget to look up and realize how everything's changing around you and about you and you cling to fragments of the past too attached to move through time but when you get to now you cross your fingers and hope you're headed somewhere better than before.

JADED
would be the word
skeptical, cynical, mistrusting,

yea but each time i have to let someone go it makes the space they were smaller so its harder for someone else to get in