a new friend

just had a splendid conversation getting to know and introducing myself with a new friend on aim...simultaneously reading a whole 3 pages-and im serious when I say i feel productive

im all american w/ brown skin n a love for latinos
my mom grew up in savannah and my dad in new haven
and they were educated hippies
lol, i do what i want mostly
im surprised i turned out so well
him: well u learn for u mistakes
eesh, you'd think i would...i dono i always fuck up the little things but excel at the big ones...
does that make any sense?
yea, like ask breese? im crazy disorganized hyper emotional and ridiculous
but somehow i do well at class, am mad into social justice and make friends all the time
lol, im lucky
i shoulda been beggin for food on the street in bogota
its a wierdass concept
lol yea..thats why im so surprised i do what i do considering the lack of organization and all that
thats why i have breese n my boyfriend, to keep me sane sometimes

Him:hahaah well I'm a firm believer in dating outside of tuftsbut
I don't encourage long-distance relationships
lol it is pretty distracting but he comes here a lot
i agree with both points actuall
i had a high school boyfriend that we ended when i came here, n then a relationship here that ended in flames
ok do i kno this person
yup
im still kinda sore about it bc we were like best friends and then he decided never to talk to me again
no one deserves to be treated like that
especially mynewbest friends
I GOT UR BACK
agreed..but, what can u do, hes a complicated fellow
i did Everything i could to fix things esp. bc i have no idea what i did wrong
and eventually breese was like-accept it. so, guess thats it.
my high school bf was complicated too
u kno how to pick them
n then showed him the love worth fighting for piece

and now its bedtime