so fkn $^#

yo i cant deal with this shit liek everyone is fkn doin al their hmwk like they should and i just dont give a fuck anymore and then im just digging my hole deeper and then i feel more like giving up

what i want and what i should are so completely different in every possible aspect im stuck

aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

theres no fucking answer to anything

i want something i cant have and not having it is making me sad and having half of it still was making me sad and wtf

i dont wana do anything thers no fucking easy way out and nothing can make it easier except time but u cant just let it go by bc everyone else keeps right on chuggin and givin u more hmwk and fluctuating their feelings for you friends or whoever

and no one wants to hear it anymore
bc
you and them both know theres no amount of advice thats gona fix it
and they have their own shit goin on

so heres my fkn journal my best friends, the only unbiased place i can tell about my problems bc it doesnt have any of its own and doesnt have any feelings towards me at all

ikosdjnjfk%^&#%&@#%!@