blur of a weekend
well
tons has hpnd since my last post
but lets talk about love
i was all confused and then found i wasnt and then he was confused and then i was again but now.
we've been at this for a month on off on off and i know i want to be with him. funnily enough it took coming so close to losing him to realize how much i want him.
love is SCARY. its like putting your heart on a little glass plate and handing it to someone to like, balance in their hand. All they have to do is flip their hand and SPLAT ure heart shatters on the floor and that hurts soo bad its like each shard of glass then stabs you all over,
...and now both of us know what that feels like.
and it SUX.
i just wana be happy and in love like we were all summer. our relationship has matured so much. im now ready to like, move on to our new stage.
10 MONTHS. ive known him this entire year. I don't know one day of 2006 without him in my life. thats pretty crazy now isnt it? He's been in my head for 300 days! ahh thats a lot. lol. and Every single day. only a handful of them have we not talked. but he was stil in my head and heart.
loves a funny thing.
it can make you feel On Top of the WORLD like you have some secret lifesource and you and this one person share your own little bubble that No one else can ever see or know about or feel.
It can also make you feel sicktoyourstomach want to crawl in a dark hole and waste away from the pain.
And everywhere in between.
its tough. i mean love + school = inevitable complications. and love so young is always gona be more drama. most of us are just getting a sense of who we are but at this age as soon as you figure it out before you know it you're changing again! and changing With someone is not an easy thing to do. My mom talks about it like when I asked kinda like, how her and Dad manage to be married for their entire lives like close to 40 Years! and she explained it like, they were lucky in the sense that theyve changed together, like obviously over that time theyve completely changed who they are but fortunately they're still completely compatible and have learned to adapt to one another and deal with eachther and so are able to trust in their love for one another.
anyways though-love love love
Love takes time. It needs a history of giving and receiving, laughing
and crying...
"It is the passion that is in a kiss that gives to it its sweetness; it is the affection in a kiss that sanctifies it."
this one is def. true for this relationship! lol
"I want to feel passion, I want to feel pain. I want to weep at the sound of your name. Come make me laugh, come make me cry... just make me feel alive." Oscar Wilde
Entra en mi vida, te abro la puerta(a certain song i thought of this one week last january...)
"You know you love someone when you cannot put into words how they make you feel.
You learn to like someone when you find out what makes them laugh, but you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes them cry".
love is so fickle, back and forth, hot and cold, perfect and disastrous
such a juxtaposition of opposites
but sometimes it makes so much sense.
tons has hpnd since my last post
but lets talk about love
i was all confused and then found i wasnt and then he was confused and then i was again but now.
we've been at this for a month on off on off and i know i want to be with him. funnily enough it took coming so close to losing him to realize how much i want him.
love is SCARY. its like putting your heart on a little glass plate and handing it to someone to like, balance in their hand. All they have to do is flip their hand and SPLAT ure heart shatters on the floor and that hurts soo bad its like each shard of glass then stabs you all over,
...and now both of us know what that feels like.
and it SUX.
i just wana be happy and in love like we were all summer. our relationship has matured so much. im now ready to like, move on to our new stage.
10 MONTHS. ive known him this entire year. I don't know one day of 2006 without him in my life. thats pretty crazy now isnt it? He's been in my head for 300 days! ahh thats a lot. lol. and Every single day. only a handful of them have we not talked. but he was stil in my head and heart.
loves a funny thing.
it can make you feel On Top of the WORLD like you have some secret lifesource and you and this one person share your own little bubble that No one else can ever see or know about or feel.
It can also make you feel sicktoyourstomach want to crawl in a dark hole and waste away from the pain.
And everywhere in between.
its tough. i mean love + school = inevitable complications. and love so young is always gona be more drama. most of us are just getting a sense of who we are but at this age as soon as you figure it out before you know it you're changing again! and changing With someone is not an easy thing to do. My mom talks about it like when I asked kinda like, how her and Dad manage to be married for their entire lives like close to 40 Years! and she explained it like, they were lucky in the sense that theyve changed together, like obviously over that time theyve completely changed who they are but fortunately they're still completely compatible and have learned to adapt to one another and deal with eachther and so are able to trust in their love for one another.
anyways though-love love love
Love takes time. It needs a history of giving and receiving, laughing
and crying...
"It is the passion that is in a kiss that gives to it its sweetness; it is the affection in a kiss that sanctifies it."
this one is def. true for this relationship! lol
"I want to feel passion, I want to feel pain. I want to weep at the sound of your name. Come make me laugh, come make me cry... just make me feel alive." Oscar Wilde
Entra en mi vida, te abro la puerta(a certain song i thought of this one week last january...)
"You know you love someone when you cannot put into words how they make you feel.
You learn to like someone when you find out what makes them laugh, but you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes them cry".
love is so fickle, back and forth, hot and cold, perfect and disastrous
such a juxtaposition of opposites
but sometimes it makes so much sense.
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